"I don’t remember the last time I felt like I could breathe. There’s a fucking hole in my chest where my lungs and heart should be. I have this constant feeling that I’m bursting into flames and then the window storms in and scatters my ashes over and over. How is it possible I can feel everything and nothing at once? Am I dead inside or in live with the world? I don’t know what to do or who I am. I don’t know anything anymore. All I know is that I don’t have much time left and I’m fading away. Why doesn’t anyone notice I’m going insane? I’m not okay. Nothing is okay. Everything is going wrong and I can’t breathe. I can’t breathe. I can’t breathe."